A very twisted story.

November 8, 2009 by jetaimel

A lovestruck Romeo, sings the streets of serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Find a streetlight, steps out of the shade
Says something like, “You and me, babe, how about it?”

Juliet says, “Hey, it’s Romeo, you nearly gave me a heart attack”
He’s underneath the window, she’s singing
Hey, la, my boyfriend’s back”
You shouldn’t come around here, singing up at people like that
Anyway what you gonna do about it?

Juliet, the dice was loaded from the start
And I bet and you exploded in my heart
And I forget, I forget the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

Come up on different streets, they both were streets of shame
Both dirty, both mean, yes and the dream was just the same
And I dream your dream for you and now your dream is real
How can you look at me, as if I was just another one of your deals?

Well, you can fall for chains of silver, you can fall for chains of gold
You can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold
You promised me everything, you promised me thick and thin
Now you just say, “Oh, Romeo, yeah, you know
I used to have a scene with him”

Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
You said, “I love you like the stars above, “I love you till I die”
There’s a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

I can’t do the talk like the talk on the TV
And I can’t do a love song like the way it’s meant to be
I can’t do everything but I’d do anything for you
Can’t do anything except be in love with you

And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be
All I do is keep the beat, the bad company
And all I do is kiss you, through the bars of a rhyme
Juliet, I’d do the stars with you any time

Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
You said, “I love you like the stars above, I’ll love you till I die”
There’s a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

A lovestruck Romeo, he sings the streets of serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Find a convenient streetlight, steps out of the shade
He says something like, “You and me, babe, how about it?”

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This song disgust me.

But I like because it’s so twisted.

Human nature, to be so uncannily selfish yet generous at the same time.

Keeps you constantly captivated because it’s so mysteriously fascinating, so you keep going back for more.

But learn to judge and trust your brain.

So, snip my string, go fly your own kite.

Little steews.

November 8, 2009 by jetaimel

I’m touched to know that you care so much about me.

Thank you.

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Needa catch up with my sleep.

Lesson 2.

November 5, 2009 by jetaimel

It’s just me.

Sometimes I just like to have a little bit of fun on my own. I get cranky, I get exhilarated, I get reallly upset, I cry, I LMFAO, I get hysterical, worried, I act up, I sulk. Blah.

But it’s just me.

I like myself being like that. Because I don’t have to care.

I learnt to give up, I learnt to accept, I learnt to understand, I learnt to just take a step back, I learnt to control, I learnt to block out, I learnt to socialize, I learnt to fall back.

Most importantly, I learnt that I found ME. That you don’t need to own the whole world to be happy or be in control all the time.

Go with the flow.

I am at peace.

Big buddy L.

November 2, 2009 by jetaimel

L: I’m so fat. I need to kiam pui so i can wear nice nice clothes and go party again.

Me: Go on blood type diet. Go and google. My friend tried and really lost weight.

L: Ya ya! My friend told me eat chicken without skin will lose weight. Even if you eat KFC without skin also will lose weight.

Me: Ok if you lose weight, i’ll reward you.

L: Ok! (really excited) What will you reward me?

Me: KFC chicken skin.

HAHAHAHAHA -_-”

Little Miss Happy.

November 1, 2009 by jetaimel

So happy for the past few months, it’s as if i worked hard to earn it.

I’m altering my life every now and then, to adapt and to improvise. So glad, so glad.

My happiest peak will be if I rec’d a job confirmation for my internal transfer. LORD PLEASE I BEGGGGGGGGGG OF YOU. Give it to me. Uh huh.

Otherwise, I guess the next happiest would be the arrival of a new born baby! :D

Meanwhile, I’m contented.

Yeah Yeah Yeah.

October 29, 2009 by jetaimel

I don’t know why. But suddenly the e-claire song just popped into my head.

Pop goes the weasel.

Messages.

October 27, 2009 by jetaimel

I didn’t use to think that birthday wishes were really that significant, or maybe it’s only now that i realize they could mean so much.

Today i got the sweetest birthday message

“Hope your eyes get smaller every year, hair get thicker and curlier with each year, wrinkles get more and more until you boh gae because it will show that we love you regardless of what you become.”

Thank you loves.

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Mum and dad really forgotten my birthday. Sigh.

Only just now when X called me and i said thank you then did dad realize. Upsets me le. haha

I’m daddy’s girl.

Happy Birthday Mad.

October 26, 2009 by jetaimel

Happy birthday to me.

Happy birthday to me

Happy birthday to me (eeeee).

Happy birthday to me.

My 1st birthday alone. :) Happy birthday to me.

Pain.

October 26, 2009 by jetaimel

I thought it’s numbed. I thought it’s painless. But it’s all back.

Stupid tooth extraction.

You brought me pain.

Sulks. Another 1 more day to my birthday. I’m sad. Cos I’m 1 step nearer to 30s. :(

To my past and Bangkok tomorrow.

October 22, 2009 by jetaimel

Not even tomorrow. Just another few hours away. Too afraid to fall asleep, so I’d rather not sleep.

Flipping through the past pages of my blogs, haha I think i came quite a long way. Thank god for all those ordeals that happened, and thank god I survived those ordeals. I thank all my friends, who were there for me, who were listening to me, who stood by me all these while. Without you guys, I probably am still a sulky biatch hanging on to my emo-ness. 

Moving on! I am such a sickening asshole who enjoyed way too much into my leave that i actually FORGOT MY EXAMS. I know how fucked up is that. Sigh. Sorry Mad, you know you’re just fucked up. Yeah. I know.

I’m really thinking at the back of my head EVERY MINUTE when will I know if I’m selected to join the new team. I wish and I pray that I can really get the new position, despite it’s still the same sucky company. At least I know it’s something I want to excel in. *Cross fingers*. Pray with me everyone. Ok. Pray FOR me.

I think the best thing that happened this year is to get recognized for the hard work i put in at work. Oh my. I didn’t know I was so popular aye. HAHAHAHA. I deserve it. Thank you. So, I’m hoping the next best thing will come really soon. Teeheee.

Oh Bangkok, Bangkok. Pls be good. I miss you my dear land of clothes. Be good. Or I’ll spank you.

Good night everyone. 2 1/2 more hours to go.